Wednesday, January 05, 2005
haha... this is the first post for the year 2005!! have been so busy lately that i dun haf any time to blog abt my days!! well.... shall start from wat i can remember...
2004 was a year of sadness for me... i experienced life's lowest point in april!! but i picked up the pieces and here i am!! back to my old self! or am i reali back to my old self??. having read thru Clare, Jer, Hui and Cand's blogs.. i realized they are all having similar problems as me... well... hope they will tide through this soon... haiz... i did experience some sadness but noone noes... i always manage to cover it up by givin lame excuses that everyone seeems to believe.. or do they? watever it is... well... dun bother... i dunwan to be in the same situation as my frenz... i haf decided that its probably better if it remains stagnant... frenz.. dun ask.. i wont tell anyways... there are those who noe wat i mean but its onli the minority!!
its the start of a new year and a new beginning!! haha... wats my resolution for 2005? shall list down those that i can tink of...
1. to be punctual for class everyday!!
2. to study hard and have good grades
3. to meet up with my frenz more often by not devoting all my free time to cartel (frenz, sorry if i haf neglected you guys... i will meet up with you all more k?)
4. to do wat i haf wanted to do since last oct (related to wat i haf said on top.)
5. to get a higher paying job that has more benefits...
6. the year will be smooth-sailing for me..
7. every i noe, frenz and family will be happy and healthy
8. go abroad this yr!! (haf been wanting to.. even made my passport!! haha)
9. haf a happy birthday... my 18th and 19th bdae was so bad.. i spent the last few mins of my bdae in tears..
10. get a mp3 player or a digital cam!! (is there any device which works as both and is affordable? =p) --> FAT HOPE
2004 did not go very well for me.. wanted to list down wat i tink was the best things that happened to me but i realized that dun haf anything!! on the other hand... i had alot of bad things....
getting bad results for my A level exam, getting into a course which i haf no interest and i am trying to like... thou its getting more and more interesting as the day goes by and also, my annual pay is high!! breaking up.. having a sad
bdae... sobs... sighs... hope 2005 will be better!! best wishes to all!!
Sera's SCARED.
9:16 AM
