Wednesday, March 16, 2005
edited the post for this entry...... i am now no more as sad........................i am so surprised that my frenz noe tat i am not in a good mood..... haiz..... esp when ALL of them asked me separately if i am alrite?? haiz... i noe u guys dun read my blog but juz wan to say a big thanks to you guys out there who showed me concern n are trying to cheer me up...... sorry for not telling you all the reason but i dun wish to say..... i noe i am very quiet in school now..... maybe tat is the major reason u all tink i am not the same old me..... ya..... i dun feel like toking much in sch now..... but its not onli in sch but also at home...... haiz.... i haf decided to do smth but i will be silent abt it.... i feel better already.... i noe i should not think so much...wat kind of person am i? wat do you tink of me as a person? mayb like this fren of mine who will say i am a big gossiper? haiz.... sad harz? to haf someone regard you in this manner? but ok lahz... sometimes i do say out things i am not supposed to..... or mayb like my other frenz who trust me n confide in me in their problems? well... wat i can say is that..... i will keep secrets that i haf to..... i dun betray ppl's trust if its reali something i should not say..... am i reali toking alot? these few daes i nvr tok and there are reali alot of ppl asking me wat is wrong? i make it more lively? haha..... does anyone dislike me? i tink there are bound to be ppl who do not like me but i hope its a minimal ya?ytd i did not haf the mood to study for my test todae.... n so, guess wat? i flunked it.... reali badly... somemore i heard alot ppl who scored twice the marks of wat i scored!! best harz? i tink can go n die le.... thurs got pract test... reali hope i do well!! 30% of final grade!! wish me luck!! I love all you guys out there... esp my frenz..... u keeep my life going! =)
Sera's SCARED.
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