Saturday, May 28, 2005
well... i have now classified myself as useless.... haha.... wats the point in blogging out why? those that i wan to tell i haf already told n all those who dun noe i dun think gives a damn abt wat i am feeling or going thru..... i reali realized ur depth of hatred for me by ur actions to the extent of doing such a thing to hurt me as deeply as u did..... i cant understand ur rational to ur action yesterdae n i dun think there will ever be a logical explanation n as much as i wan one.. i noe u will nvr even try gif me one or even be bothered to in this case... is it reali so difficult to see that whatever u are doing is so uncalled for? like i haven seen enough? like i dunno wats going on? like i am blind? or cant feel the changes in each n everyone of us? n the consequences everytime i attempt to do something? this reali sucks u noe? no... u dunno n i dun think u care anyways.....enuf abt that.... shall update u all more abt my life..... unlike wat my dear jerene claims.... is not coz i haf nth to blog okok? its cozi haf too many things to do that i haf absolutely no time whatsoever to even blog a simple entry.... lolz.... ya... reali.... with my wrking schedule n also my social life.... where to find time?been playing mahjiong.... gone KTV twice this wk! met up with frenz.... went trying all sorts of diff foods..... haha..... n of coz... wrking..... tonite again i am wrking..... doing closing witih willie neo... haha.... well....... wkend as usual it will be packed n i am sure the nxt time i blog will be a long time ltr..... wrking n going out.....gotten to noe jer's fren better... haha.... went out with him again with jer recently..... shitty jer keep bringing him along le! haha.....haiz......... my life totally sux...... wish i am dead but i noe with my luck i wont be coz whatever i wan wont come true...... n i noe my frenz who read this will definitely scold me for saying this..... haiz.... y would i treasure a life which has no purpose.... no meaning.... no fulfillment? but i wont do anything foolish lahz.... HE can take me away when the time comes.... leave it all to fate.... but i still love all ya out there!**xiuping is sad**
Sera's SCARED.
5:22 AM
