Tuesday, July 12, 2005
in sch now.... blogging again... tired.... onli manged to sleep after 1.30am ytd.... todae had to carry a fren's bag to sch for him... tink i looked kinda like going on a holidae or a camping trip... haha.... brought mufffins for my classmates and also souveniors that i bought from penang.. haha... long overdue.... i tink i went PG in april... now den gif them.... seems like most ppl like the muffins that i made.... haha...well..... ytd i had a chat with some frenz and realized we haf this fren who is close to us drifting further and further away..... i noe its inevitable that u will tend to stick more to the guy u like and kind of ignore ur other frenz..... but for me.... i noe that frenz reali play an impt role in your everydae life coz i haf been thru this phase myself... i still recall how i lied to my frenz that i got something on, etc etc... the worst thing was to go as far as to sms myself and saving my own number as my mum's juz so that i could go out with him.... wat the?? haha... lame rite? coz i had already promised my fren to go out with her but he msged me at the last min so i did that.... but when he broke my heart.... he did not as much as ask me how i am or whether i am ok.... i bet all relationships are likethat.... so wat? if i do not haf frenz? juz leave me to rot and die of depression? is it? jer says that taurus girls are zhong se qing you... and i definitely agree i am..... are u lost with wat i am trying to say? i am too..... haha... the crux is that dun abandon ur frenz for some stupid guy... its not worth it.... especially when u are to try to intergrate with them again and realize you are missing in many aspects of their lives.....went to JB on sat with maymei.... haha..... the journey was so soooo long... the causeway had a huge jam.... in the end the time i spent travelling ended up longer than the time i was in malaysia..... wat a coincidence! saw my ex-colleague from John Little!! still rmb he very blur?? rite? i was his packer.... den he was the cashier... and he was asking me how to do..... but thou i was taught how to do... i am not very sure of it myself.... and it has been around 1yr plus... surprised he still can rmb me and msg me.... haha.....well.... went to JB city square..... being there reminded me alolt alot abt him..... i rmb i went there with him once in jan this yr.... on the first dae of sch!! haha.... n he went to my hse to take my passport.... luckily he is not those who will take ur PP to sell to come criminal... yup.... so got reminded of him... AGAIN.... seems to be where ever i go i will tink of him! its difficult missing somone when the person does not gif a damn abt ur survival.... he does not noe my new blog add... so i tink he also wont c me for the rest of our lives..... actualli i shld be hating him but funnily, i dont.... i do not noe why either... dont ask me.... change of plans.... not gg to JB tml but nxt thurs instead.... coz nxt thurs i end sch at 12pm!! yeahz....todae sch is until 8pm.... super sianz and shagged...........
Sera's SCARED.
2:30 AM
